Back..!

It's been months since my last post...

Lotz to blog about..!

Still kinda lazy to blog cause there's so much to blog about these few months..!

From the Meikle's to my PR event..!

Will update you guys time by time..!

Xoxo

*Guilt*

God..!

I am/was such a bitch..!

I totally hate myself..

When u have the feeling that is stuck in you..

No matter what you do, it doesn't go away, that's GUILT...!

To most people, apologizing is one of a way to feel better or just make peace with yourself..

But it doesn't work so me...

Like i told a close GF of mine..

The amount of apologies i say, I still feel bad and just a bitch..

Yeah..

I am one of those people where, i don't think first before i say stuff that i might regret later..

And those people that take others for granted, that's me too..

How could I not realize this..

I've been "ME" for 19 years..

And stuff i do or say could have effected someone without me knowing..

How can I be so selfish and just not know..

The guilt i feel for what I've said and done to a really close friend of mine..

I don't think i can ever forgive myself..

And the feeling of " I should stay far from you, its not you, its me"...

Over Dramatic..??

Maybe..

But, seriously the guilt is so bad that at times I wished we didn't have met for "YOUR" sake..

I just wanna say..

" I AM TRULY SORRY"

XoXo

*Gleee*

Hello..!

I'm quite happy today..

Wanna know why...?!

Cause I just ATE..!

*LMAO*

Plus, I'm feeling much better..

Fever's gone, but still coughing..!

Anywho..

When i was in my bed sleeping, cause i was quite sick..

Godmum came in, and literally dragged me out from bed..!

She said; Dress up, we're going to church!

It was 2.30pm, on a Sunday..!

Plus, i already went church this morning..

She said; No, NO.. Get you are coming with me..

GOD!

So we went..

Turns out she wanted to see some "MOVIE" scening in Taman Tun Church..

Title: FIREPROOF

I think..?

The movie was so dull..

Cliche..!

After the movie, they had a lucky draw..

Knowing me, I am never LUCKY when it comes to lucky Draw..

NEVER!

So, they shuffled and Shiffled..!

Then they called out "NUMBER 26"

And it was me..!

I was like OMG!!!

I won, I won..!

*LMAO*

And i won..

PEACE Teddy!

*5 IKHLAS Reunion*

It hasn't been a good day for me..

Slept at 3am last night..

Woke up at 7am..

Wasn't really in a "HAPPY" mood..

Practically i had like 4 hours of sleep..

Gotten ready, packed for Grandma's and left..

Aunt drove me straight to TAMAN TASIK PERMAISURI for my class reunion..

Arrive 9.30 sharp..

I like to be punctual..

Anywho, a few of my classmates were already there, so i at least had someone..

Better than be all alone in a park..

God knows what would have happen..

Most of my classmates attended the reunion..

The weird part is, THEY ALL LOOK LIKE SAME LIKE IN HIGH SCHOOL..

Assuming, a changed of hair colour, fashion sense or shits..

But nothing..

I don't wanna sound self-obsessed..

But i have "Transformed" the most..

Hmmm...

Anywho, love them the way they are..

So, we ate, drank, chatted and smoked.. lol

Time passes fast when you're with friends..

Love u guys!

XoXo

**Mandy turns 19**

**HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY**

ANDREW MERVYN KASIMIR

Xoxo 

So Andrew Mervyn Kasimir aka AM-K from the hood aka Mandy Marilyn

*LMAO*

Anywho, me and the dolls decided to take him out for lunch few days before his B'day..

Cause most of the dolls will not be available..

So, we told him, we're taking him out for lunch..

The venue was a *surprise* la..

Lol..!

We ended up picking CHILLIS..

Andrew came, we:-

• ATE
• Drank
• Laughed
• Joke
• Terriffied whenever Andrew holds a knife in his hands
• CAM-WHORING

And just enjoying each other company..

*LOVES*

Here are some pictures taken..

There's lotz more go onto FACEBOOK and check it out aite..!

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=548317989&ref=profile

XoXo

I'm Back Blogging

*Sad Part *

Been fucking stressed, bored, upset and just not the 'HAPPY' me..

The month of May wasn't a good month for me..

Misunderstandings with one of my girlfriend..

Stressed out with due assignments and midterms..

Broke like shit..

I have debts..!

Wanna apologize for the DELAY of payments guys..

*LMAO*

Haven't been partying in months.. *sigh*

David is always busy so yeah..

Godmum had a minor surgery.. *worried*

*Good Part*

Now for some happy news..

Me and my *misunderstanding* gf of mine..

We're all cool.. *woohoohoo*

Godmum..! Surgery was a success, she's doing well.. *Thank Lord*

And to my BFF:-

***HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY!!!***

***ANDREW MERVYN KASIMIR***

Love ya man! Xoxo

June is gonna be a hectic month but a fun one at that..

I will be doing my first PR(Public Relation) event in KDU..

YEAY!!!

It's gonna be an INDIE CONCERT with local artist..

*ALL ARE WELCOME*

Gonna be having a few reunions:-

(1) High school reunion

(2) Sunday school reunion

Fun! Fun! Fun!

AND!?

ME and DAVID's 1 year ANNIVERSARY on the 24th June..!

Really happy and excited about it..

Um..

Ooo ya..

The MEIKLE's will be in Malaysia in July..

MEIKLE's are Family..!

LOL!

My mum's sister who married a Scottish+English man, who has a boy and 2 girls..

Who are my cousins..

*LMAO*

You get the picture..

Will update you guys on it more..

That's all for now peeps..!

XoXo

2 Girls, 1 Cup

God..
It has been years since i watched the video..
I remember when it first came out..
Damn..!
I was in my room eating take-out while watching..
Cause one of y friends sent me the link and asked me to watch it cause it was 'FUNNY'.. (right)
While watching and eating at the same time..
i actually Puke..
No Joke..
Eww...!
For those who are currently reading this..
And have no clue on what the heck I'm crapping..
Go check it out for yourself..
Don't say i didn't warn ya..!

http://www.videobullriding.com/2008/07/02/2-girls-1-finger/

Xoxo