*Tear*

God..!
It has been a good week for me..
But it was the opposite for my godmum..
God!
It was my 1st ever time seeing my godmum tear..
It was so hard to see but you gotta chill and stay strong for her..
The story was that my godmum was teasing/being sarcastic to one of her 'CLOSES' friends..
I mean teasing and being sarcastic isn't wrong..
Is it?!
So her friend got offended la..
But my godmum apologize..
Instead of accepting the apology, her friend of hers went and complained to her husband..
They both are 'DEVOTED' Muslim.. (so called la)
No offence to my Muslim friends who are currently reading this..
I'll 'COPY & PASTE' on what the husband said to my godmum..!
Shocking! I am not suppose to invade my godmum's privacy but for you guys here u go..!

Their conversation..!

Dear Rita,

I am obviously disappointed and upset with your callous and hurting remark this morning ( it was unprovoked ) esp so when it comes from someone I consider more than a friend. It was so upsetting that I had to tell someone before I retaliate more harshly which I will regret later on. Therefore I had to tell Muzamal and he insisted on writing to you below:-

" Rita. I can only conclude that such uncalled for and vile remarks can only come from a very unhappy and bitter soul who looks at other people's happiness and blessings with envy and resentment. They dont count their blessings instead, they become judgemental and bitter. If you have friends like this you dont need enemies. I dont like to make comparison, but if you insists and to answer your question , here it goes :-

Apart from the beautiful face etc, here is what Rosalind has : ( Alhamdulillah , all praise to Allah )
- a fantastic husband
- a beautiful family with 3 fantastic Children
- a beautiful house in Seremban ( in her name )
- a nice Condo in KL ( in joint names)
- a nice new Toyota Camry ( in her name )
- a healthy savings account
All these doesn't just drop from the sky. We have worked hard for it for the past 30 years and now it pays off, and of course it comes from Allah swt.

What do you ( Rita ) have? Not even a beautiful face...
- an old bashed up Mercedes
- anything else?

Now one begin to realise the reason for the vile remark. It comes from this hidden envy and resentment.
Envy and resentment doesn't get you anywhere, it only causes further resentment and unhappiness.....even if it is said in "jest" , it shows the hidden resentment which obviously surface unconsciously...
I am really disappointed with you . To me this is the highest form of insult to say to someone close that they have nothing else but just a beautiful face. Maybe just to show that she not only have a beautiful face but also a beautiful heart, she will forgive you, for me I can forgive but I can't forget someone close and considered as family to say nasty things about my wife ".
I am writing with my heart not my head and I know I will regret it later. But I will be Damned if I do and Damned if I dont, I will defend my wife and my family honour ( if someone tries to insult them) No two ways about it.

Dear Ros and Muz

Congratulations on your acquisitions! Is happiness measured from materials things?

I now know how little u think of me. If Rosalind considers me more than a friend, all she had to do was talk to me. She cud have spoken to me however harshly I wouldnt have minded. At least then I know what callous, hurtful and vile things I said to her.

This is Muzamal. You asked what she has apart from her good looks.
So you got it !
Do not do unto others what you dont like when done to yourself !!
It is easy to be nasty and insult people , it is much more difficult to be kind and nice.
So you think you had all the things she did not have? apart from material things?
She is also a good wife, a good mother, a good cook, and too nice to some friends that they take advantage of her.
To us Happiness is to submit to Allah the Great !!
Happiness is a good family Alhamdulillah !
Material things are to show some inconsiderate friends who insult people by asking them what do they have apart from good looks. \What do you think she is?? Useless bum??
You think you got all the brains? So proud ?
A housewife doesn't have brains?? stupid and dumb?
Congratulations to you too for being the smartest and cleverest !
Well done !!
Happy now ??

That was the last email they mailed to my godmum..
And she decided not to reply back..
I mean, why should she..
It will never end..
That guy has so much to say..
Godmum replied 4 liners, He replied a whole short essay..
Damn!
I am so fucking pissed..
That someone could say such a remark to a close friend..
My godmum said that the whole incident was a good thing..
At least now she knows the "TRUE COLOURS" of her so called close friends..
Upset, no doubt..
But yeah, it shows how little they look onto people..
And they say my godmum is jealous of what they owned..?
Please!
To me, i don't care what religious background people are from..
I am not religious-ciest lol..
But i know that in every religion, we are taught to not put down someone even though they did or say something sensitive to someone..
But they pray 5 times a day for what..
When clearly shows what kind of people they are..
I have Muslim Friends who has more wealth than they have but they never boost about it..
Hippocrates..!
Wealth isn't EVERYTHING!
But she's strong & she has ME..!
Muahahahahahah...
I LOVE you godmum..!

XoXo

*High-Lights*

Christina has a patch of 'GREEN' highlight..
I always wanted to do 'PINK' highlights..
The problem is that my hair is 'PURPLE' in colour..
So..
Pink & Purple..
I'll look like a clown..
No offence Sabby..
Hmmm..
Plus i wanna get a 'MONROE' piercing..
God knows when that will be..
Only time will tell..!

XoXo

Love ya!!!

Damn..
Last weekend was an awesome bonding week la.. lol

Godmum: Wanna go out?
Me: Ok, where?
Godmum: Uncle Jerry's pub..
Me: Why?!
Godmum: Cause i love you..
Me: Um.. Ok..?!

So we drove all the way to my uncle's pub (BACKYARD, Sri Hartamas) with my godmum drinking.. (so random)
Since our drinks was "on the house", we went all out..
Anywho, after the "drinking session", we went to Souled Out for supper..
We chatted and laugh ooo and argued..
See, me and my godmum, we have like a BFF bond+friendship..
So she understands me..
I love you Miss Rita Cho..!
Muackxxxxx
Xoxo

"sensibilidad"

Sensibilidad means feelings..
Which all of us has..
Sometimes most of us we get hurt or offended easily..
I mean all of us has a limit to how much we can take from a person..
And even me..
Most of my friends knows that I'm someone who sarcastically jokes around..
So you wanna crap, be sarcastic or what so ever to me "it's fine" but there's a limit too..
And sometimes i just can't take it anymore..
Everyone has their breaking point..
My breaking point happened today..
I always believe, that no matter who you are, or even how you have been brought up, the way you talk to someone is very important..
I mean if someone makes the effort to start up a conversation, the most you can do is to answer the person politely or just to let the person know that u appreciate the conversation or what so ever..
I can confidently tell you, that even my own friends ignores me..
When people asks you a question, please answer or give a response or something to indicate the person that u heard her/him..
And if you don't wanna answer him/her just let him/her know that you're not in the mood to answer..
Is that so hard?
People might not take me seriously or what so ever..
But i can truly hurt that my own friends sometimes unconsciously does it to me..
I'm SORRY if i offended anyone..
XoXO

A.M.K

A.M.K = Andrew Mervyn Kasimir
He apologized..!!!
WooHooHoo..
Andrew if you are reading this..
I accept your apology but I'm still pissed..
Xoxo

Untittle

Gosh..
Where do i start..?!
Well first of all..
My results for my finals, i did quite well, could have done better.
Um..
I was quite pissed & yesterday..
Pissed is because, of that WONG I-VAN dude..
My previous post, i told you guys that Jo & this dude has something-something right..
So, i didn't thought my day would become worst than it has already been..
Well, i was wrong..
My very good friend, Andrew..
Ok, when i failed sociology, i had to resit the paper, so i had a week to prepare but i kinda lazed around & stuff..
Anyways, a day or two before the paper, i studied like crap..
Not many people knew that..
Anywho, assuming your very close friend/BFF will support u & stuff la..
So, i asked him, whether i could PASS, and he said MAYBE..
Fair enough la..
Then..
Just yesterday he told me that when Brandon told him that i would probably fail & Andrew replied "Yeah she might"..
I'll just stop here..
Xoxo